Throughout the years i've been writing 'abominable lull'
M feeling it today
Why?
Got my second semester result and as expected, I got a back in M-II
Does it hurts? What a stupid question to ask for myself.. Ofcourse it does
I did test my skills today... Mocking my own self for no reason. I could have cried
In front of my mom or on phone with my dad
That may have bought me some sympathy...
That was the way things used to be.. Today i wanted to face the failure on my face...
Watch my tears dry inside my eyes... Feel the pain die inside the way it wiped out the status of 'REGULAR' off my mark sheet
I wanted to be true to myself
It doesn't mean that i don't care about my father's feelings..
The purpose of the existence of my studies is solely cuz of his belief...
I just wanted to breath out of my sophisticated fabric n taste the delights of such a situation
I don't feel anything today in particular
I'm not even happy for what I'm writing now.. But I just need to write it down somewhere
May be I'll edit it someday but not today
It isn't planned or framed today...
I'm facing misery and that does hurt
I've been through these things quite a lot and after a few days they too fizzle out of my mind
But this time!!!
They'll live inside me...
Will find time to write here every weekend, be more planned and disciplined...
There are loads of unfinished business..
Don't waste time reading my blog...
The thing that will make things more productive is
P A S S I O N
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